I had a heart to heart today with sham and it felt really very good after letting all your worries and stress out.. I feel that she is quite a good listener and advicer judging from her reply. haha. thanks so much girl. haha. we had a few common topic and one of it was " what is this friendship/relationship based on?? haha. we were both buffled by this and could not arrive to an answer.

Life is rather mundane and boring at the moment with nothing new happening. Besides the workload and the numerous tests i have coming up, there is seriously nothing i look forward to. hahahaha!!!

Anyways I just hope that everything will be alright and go back to how it was last time. I have to stop thinking too much and think more about my studies. I BELIEVE THAT I CAN DO IT!! AND I MUST!!

GOD!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS AND I TRUST THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. please show me signs! : )

And i thank you Lord

For the trials that come my way

In the way I can grow each day

As I let you lead

And i thank you Lord

For the patience those trials bring

In the process of growing

I can learn to care.

The SIX WORDS for the day-

I AM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!!!!!!

During Catechism Class today at school, one sentence out of the thousand that she spoke struck me. This sentence goes like that " What is God's plan and will for me? " . I wonder what he wants me to accomplish before i return to him? i was really thinking hard. haha. Pearl actually do think.. wondeful! but whatever the case is, i am sure that he will reveal it to me when the time is right.

For now, lets just pray and ask God to be there no matter how tough things is going to be... : ) I asked my friend this question today, What makes friendship work?. Is it the amount of time spent? How well we know each other? How much are we willing to put in to make this friendship work or it is just the chemistry between two people.. She gave me two important answers and that is humility and and the other one is erm.. ok i cant remember. Humility to be able to accept the other person for who they are, their strength and weaknesses and so on... haha so true!!

Yes to be able to accept each other for who they are really make a big difference to the friendship. It helps the friendship to be real and genuine... : ) : ) and she say we must be patient too!

Friendship makes up a big part of one's life
Just like how you've made up mine.
But now it seems like a stand still
and i dont really understand why.

I've tried to find the reason why
and yes I've tried all ways.
But the answers to the question, why
Just doesn't seem to surface

I've blame it on myself
For not making this work
but then i realised,
It takes two hands to clap.

Maybe the problem to this
Doesnt lie with me, but with you.
Maybe there wasnt a problem at all
But just me being over sensitive.

hahaha. nice poem right. filled with emotions and all! hahaha. Friendship really needs two hands to claps and lotsa communication. : ) i hope i have treasured every single one of them. Like talk to them, laugh with them, dont leave out any of them, make them feel comfortable and happy! and of course be there for them when they need me the most : ) If not my sincere apology! and yes laughter is very important! serious coversation too but laughter is still the most important.

oh my. ok i seen to have a lot of work to do, like really a lot.. got to go now.

GOD I LEAVE THIS FOR YOU TO TAKE OVER AND THINGS WILL TURN OUT RIGHT!

When the ocean rise

And thunders roar

I will soar with you

Above the storm

Father you are King

Over the Flood

I will be still and know

You are God! : )

ELMO IS SO CUTE AND SO IS SHE!!! ERM. OK SHE IS NOT CUTE! SHE IS PRETTY : ) AGREED? I DO!

For audrey! : )

Lalala lalala elmo's world! X2

Elmo loves his goldfish and crayons too
Thats elmo's world! : )

I am so happy, so very happy!!.. yesterday was the funniest day of the entire year so far!hahaa. i went to my grandma's house to celebrate her birthday.. Its been a long time eversince we had a get together. As usual there were lotsa food, lotsa jokes and lotsa of laughter. They are seriously a fun bunch of people. Especially my aunties. hahaha


As i am typing this down, i recall all the fun moments i've spent with my cousins. Yes. we are a bunch of closely knitted people!. what can i say? I Love them to bits! Alright photo time!


food food food! ok i went late so i didnt manage to take the one before everyone started grabbing. haha



Teaching small kids to play mahjong? bad bad!


Justina and i trying real hard to imitate someone! but ok i guess who failed! hahaha










The ones whom i grew up with!



Imagine your mum and all your aunties doing the peace sign thing and taking a photo! well you dont have to imagine. cause they really did it! Its superly funny la!



O Lord. Thank you are all of them! they really made my day. Thank you for such lovely cousins and relatives that i have! : )

NO self control= hopeless!!

ok after getting nagging from my mum, i realised that i really have no self control! No control over my fingers!! argh!! i HATE the way i am spending my time,i really do HATE IT!! my hands and my mind just dont connect and work together. This is really terrible!

me? hopeless? maybe! I only have myself to blame!

Holy spirit!! i need the fruit of self control!! and if there is,, discipline!!

Pearl!!! you better start doing your work and dont let them down anymore..

Ok.. heres another person who is sweet...not just sweet but very sweet!! : )

She typed this as her personal message "pearly's my lovely"! so nice of her right! i didnt even tell her to do so! Awww.. how fortunate i am to have known her! right. so like marie she is another of my primary school friend. if i am not wrong, i knew her since primary 3. i think so? hmm.. ok. yes dont know how we became so close but yes. we are close. She also did our project work together and also came in first! : ) that is the team spirit man!

Sarah is a very sweet and nice girl, never quick to temper and she is also very understanding and caring! It is really my honour to have such a close friend even till now! Yes! friendship do last for a long long time if you ask me! Not many people have the privillage to experience friendships that last. Yup. and lastly

Sarah i will never regret knowing you and spending like 3/4 of my primary school's day with you. you are really a very nice friend and a trustworthy one too and just like marie's, ours will last and will create history! : ) : )(ok maybe i am exaggerating but you get my point ya?) always love and remembered by me!

I dont know what i am doing here. I suppose to do reading MT books and trying to answer questions in MT! argh ok! as you all know my MT is very bad! All i ask for is to go through tmr very smoothly! God help me to go through adn overcome it! With you i am sure and certain that things wont go so bad .

Its less than 24 hrs!!.. oh well!

Marie says:
..ok.

Marie says:
fine

Marie says:
becos i love u.i'll do it

yes thats how SWEET marie is!! (:(:!! I known her eversince erm.. lets see primary 2 and we only became close friends in primary 6 and our friendship is still going strong! yes! Despite our differences and all, we are still close friends, one which goes through thick and thin alike. Although i hardly get to see her, be rest assured that i have never forgotten her and i will always keep her in my prayers! : )

Heres cheers to our friendship and for the many exciting years to come!
* We will still remain as friends, one that will last!! : )

Alright, now to school! school today was great! I think i am nearly settling down now. You can now see me paying attention to what the teachers is saying in class or i will be doing something useful like studying and writing compositions( one which i hate doing), but i have come to terms with it. Who knows, maybe the more i do it, i will like it, just like A math! : ) The following days will just be nothing but test test and more test! and the worst one is my MOTHER TONGUE Os ORAL!!! argh.. ok. i must really gear myself up and prepare myself for it physically, mentally. emotionally and spiritually.haha and of course for the many tests which i will be seating for.

GOD thank you for everything that you have done for me! Continue to help and guide me through each day and for the rest of my life. Be my light and my source of strength!

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And its all about you
Its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
When its all about
Its all about you Jesus!

I Love you!!

Romans 8:31 If God is for us who can be against us?

This verse is yet again told to me by Jason a few mintues ago and it really affirmed me a lot knowing that God is always there for me and knowing that all things is possible through him.. God is really amazing man! He had sent so many people in my life to guide me and to affirmed me in times of need. People like Jason, Godma, my parents, Justina, the Charismatic people and many more. They are indeed Children of God and they are all made in the image and likeness of God! Praise God for them!

Such a pity that Jason is leaving to study in the states. Although i only know him for like 2 months, I can tell that he is a very good person and a very good worship leader. One full of confidence and one filled with compassion as he carried out his duty. He is also a very spirit led person and i believed that he had helped and touched the lives of many by conveying God's messages to them! Amen! This type of people is rarely seen nowadays. what happended to them? Maybe all of them had gone to study in the states. hahaha! ok... I wish him all the best and may our gracious God continue to shower his blessings and love upon him wherever he go. : ) and oh yes i have not thanked him enough for the message. so Thank you!! : )

My Jesus. My Savior
Lord there is none like you
All of my days
I want to praise
The Wonders of your Mighty Love!

You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvallous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp your infinite Wisdom
Who can fathom the depth of your Love
You are beautiful beyond Description
Majesty enthrone above!

hello!! Good morning to one and all! : ) must be surprise that i am up and awake SO early on a sun morning. haha its 1017 now but still it is damn early la. The reason for waking up sp early. 1) the phone rang so many times and my parents are not at home. argh..
2) my grandma is coming at 11 : )

haha ok this is mainly the reasons. yup. i had a very good sleep last night! knowing that things are fine with certain people and they are back on track again. As in being happy and smiling! that is the most important thing right. Everything and Anything has a solution not solution but solutionssss. So... if any of you out there is worried and bolt down by all your problems just be assured that God will take over and take control as long as we put our trust in him and allow him to enter our heart.

Praise him you heavens
And all thats above!
Praise him you angels and heavenly hosts
Let the whole earth praise him

Praise him the sun moon and bright shining stars
Praise you heavens that waters the sky
Let the whole earth praise him

Great in Power, Great in Glory
Great in Mercy, King of heavens
Great in battle, Great in Wonder
Great in Zion, King over all the earth!!

Yup for those of you out there who thinks that there is no way out for you, be assured that he will always guide you, be there for you and to love you. He cant wit to shower all his graces and blessing upon you. Lastly he cant wait to shower you with his endless love! heres a song for you. if you want the song, you can ask me over msn..

God will make a way where there seem to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide, hold me closely to his side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

By the roadway in the wilderness he'll lead me
Rivers in the desert will i see
Heaven and Earth will fade
But his word will still remains
And he will do something new today!

bye people, have a wonderful day ahead! : )

*God i continue to ask you to bless her and be with her in her time of needs. Help her go through each week with happiness and under your protection and love! Shower her with your love Lord.

i had wanted to do this a long long time ago but too busy. So now that i remembered i shall type it down first!

LIZ! WELCOME BACK!!! : )