A trip to the Library

Went to the library today to read through and borrow some books on interior designing cause my room really needs a make over!!! read through some and was inspire by some of the colours and designs.. They are really damn nice! I wanna paint an ocean with the setting sun in the background on my wall but i am a horrible artist! thats really very sad.. sigh

I walked several shelves down and found that the 5th shelf or 6th(cant really remember which) contains books on Psychology! : ) I went over there, stood in front of all of the psychology books and randomly flipped open several books. I was like goodness!!! There is really tons and tons of books on psych which i dont know what on earth they are talking about!! Yes Yes i am still young so thats an excuse! YAY! hahaha

Anyway i decided that i should just borrow a book and slowly digest the contents. hahaha... The title of this book is calleed 50 Psychology Classics. the book contains writings from Sigmund Freud ( interpretation of dreams), Malcolm Gladwell ( The power of thinking without thinking), Erik Erikson (A study in psychoanalysis and History) and so on!

I am sure i am going to have a major headache after reading this man but i think the book is kindda interesting. Not sure how long i can last reading this book.I will prob fall asleep after one page! hahhaha..

Alright bye world i am going to sleep now and try and i=understand the book tmr!

Hold me close
Let your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to your side
And as i wait
I'll raise up like the eagle
and i will sore with you
your spirit leads me on
by the power of your love

GOD!!! i really need direction! i feel so lost!! help me to make the best choice and a choice which you are happy with. Lord help me! Direct each and every of my steps. Help me to make the best choice. I surrender to you!!

Jesus take me in Your hand

And make me all that

You want me to be

Jesus help me understand my purpose

And what You can do through me

Fulfilling my destiny

Drifitng away from reality and from people! Isolation is the best policy! : ) Argh! Dont know what i am talking about.. Nevermind! What i do know is my Os is ending soon! : ) YAY!

Thank you God and Mother Mary for helping me through this and for the last three days more..

I seriously have numerous people to thank especially my lovely Godma! : ) Thank you! thank you!

The rest i'll write after my Os.
Alright it is back to studying now!!