GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
HE PUTS A SONG OF PRAISE IN THIS HEART OF MINE!!! : )

Indeed God is really Good all the time. Even if we dont see it or feel it at times, He is definitely good and he is always there beside us leading and guiding.. God presence is just so real that you can almost see it with your bare eyes and feel him with your hands.

The week is finally coming to a closure and i have to credit it to almighty GOD for enabling me to go pass this week. Even though it was a very VERY VERY tiresome week, It was still a great one! why? because God was there helping and guiding me! Without him being there, This week would have been much worse of..

I am so lucky and fortunate to be Loved by this wonderful and mighty God. If he is for us, who can be against us? This verse struck me just now as Jason was elaborating on it during charismatic. Sometimes, we worry about too much things, having unnecessary stress regarding this and that, angry with this person and that and the worst part is, we are always worried that everything might just go wrong. Maybe its time that i really have to sit down and just reflect about the love of God. How much Jesus loves us, even to the point of stretching out his arms and dying on the cross. yup!

and Melvin gave me this sentence which goes like that.. "If you rely completely in my strength, you will be able to accomplish things you thought is impossible". Oh my.. i tell you! when i heard it, I felt so affirmed and so comforted. I even felt a very strong sense of joy in my heart to the point where i nearly teared. Yes.. thats how amazing God can be!

His strength is perfect when our strength is gone;
He'll carry us when we can't carry on.
Raised in His power, the weak become strong;
His strength is perfect, His strength is perfect.

This is the chorus of the song His strength is perfect introduce to me by Godma during my mid year period. Yup. and as i was reflecting the phrase His strength is perfect came to mind and i realise that Godma has sent me this song( a little slow to realise it.. i know). but nevertheless i know that he is always there and all i have to do is to depend on him! : )

I LOVE THE LORD!!!! i really do!

I finally realised the importance of starting early and not wait till last min! right now, i only have myself to blame for not starting early. There always seem to be a lot of tomorrow during the "holiday" and now, the tomorrow is nowwhere in sight. Rushing through my work thats my life right now. Dead lines to meet and extra set of work to do. Right now in hand i have like

1) 4 sets of physic Exam papers ( to be done by tmr)
2) 1 SEQ for hist( to be done by tmr)
3) 2 Comprehension( to be done by tmr)

4) 4-5 sets of Geog work ( to be completed)
6) SS notes for Venice
7) E math test this coming thurs ( geometry, arithmetic, algebra, trigo)
8) E math test this coming fri ( vectors)
9) E math practice worksheet
10) Testimonal and Statement of experience

*11) Amath prelim papers ( asap)
*12) 2-4 compositions ( due by 7th July)

* This homework is not school work but it does matters to me a lot to do them. Yup and i am so sorry if i cant keep up to my promise to do all of them! really sorry!

Yes this is my homework schedule for this week. Beside all of these, there will still be more Homework to be done as each day goes by and the Homework weighing machine is going to be overloaded anytime soon!

I just hope that i am discipline enough to do all these and complete it. Doing homework and studying has been officially part and parcel of my life right now along with stress and worries.
I am afraid that i wont be able to handle all of this and might just break down and give up!( ok thats if the rubberband is over stretched)

The only consolation i have right now is that i am not alone and i have my father who will give me all the strength and graces that i need. All the support and encouragement from him never fails to jeer me on. Just knowing that there is someone there who will help me and to guide so long as i trust in him and do my best just makes me feel comforted.

O lord, the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! i really need your help to go pass this week! sleeping at 1 plus is bad enough, waking up at around 4 in the morning to complete work before heading to school is even worse! that is not the worst part. The worse part is every Sat i still have to be in school at 730 for extra lessons which leaves me about an average 4 hours of sleep everyday.

Give me all the energy that i need Lord!
I place my days into your mighty hands and trust that everything will turn out right.

Sighs!!

God i am just amazed at the wonders of all you've done!! indeed all people are made in your image and likeness and no one else can really touch my heart like you do. No one can fathom the depth of your love and richness! i am just awed at all you have done! I am shocked and I am speechless at how you work.

I will never regret knowing you Lord, by just knowing you Lord, Life is already fulfilling and enriching. i can never understand how amazing you are. you are just beyond words! Words alone cant describe my feelings towards you. you've have rendered me speechless Lord..

Yes Lord,
I will run to you,
To your words of truth,
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God.
Yes, i will run the race
Till i see your face.
O let me live in the Glory of your grace.

You Lord called each and everyone of us to your purpose, each and everone is worthy to praise you and to share in your endless Love. All i can say now is i am simply awed, really awed at how you work. I pray and hope this time, she will turn back to you and live in the glory of your grace! : ) Empower her lord, let her know who you are, the mighty yet gentle God! Holy Spirit be with her, guide her back to the heavenly Father!

I LOVE YOU!(how i wish there are more words to describe my love for you Lord!)

All that I have
All that I am
I Lay them down before you O lord
All my regrets
All my acclaims
The joy and the pain
I'm making them yours

LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU!!

* Thanks to the 9 cds given to me by Godma! : ) : ) : )
Godma, your gift is just the best! It has helped a person! erm.. make it 2 people! Thank you!!!

Something IS VERY wrong with me lately. i am very much interested in churning out words to form sentences. Sentences that flows and link to become a poem. hahaha. ok.. must be the confirmation gift from God. The gift of writing. HAHAHA!! ok i am just joking..

Since pearl's brain is so interested in thinking and finding words that match(i tried). i have written couple of them on my blog at the side bar.. so if you are interested, go read. i must say some of them are quite erm.. badly written. but still, the most important thing is to mean what you write and i REALLY mean what i wrote.I am serious!! : )

ok..moving on! school is starting soon like real soon! I must say that the workload is just going to get heavier and heavier each passing day, but i know that there are people who are there to help me and guide me and to make sure things turns out right! I really thank God for them in my life! shant elaborate on that! i will never end! haha : )

God please give me the graces and the strength that i need to go through each day. i know so long as i work hard and seek help from you, you will work wonders and show miracles to me. I believe in you Lord. Take charge of my entire Life and i will just be still and know you are God!

Praise and Worship songs have seriously been in my mind and part of my life for the past 4 days. Yes. why? because Godma gave me a total of 9 cds consisting of 90 songs! Be shocked! haha : ) No but i love it a lot since i relate to God better through music, she thought it would be the most ideal gift for me. Yup it definitely is, i must say. So i have been listening to it day and night. night and day! So for some nice praise and worship songs, go to my side bar to check out the ten of my favorite ones. : ) but all are nice!

Confirmation Part 2

ok this is just a post to let the Pictures do the talking! hahha



getting all prepared at home!




the one in church before spiritual prep

ok i dont have photos during spiritual prep and after that! the next few will be the mass ones and the post confirmation!



before i went up to get to get the oil put on my fore head


the waiting process one



the waiting process two


and finally the moment i've been waiting for!!!

the Anoiting with the chrism oil..


this is when i can officially call her Godma!! CHEERS to that!



try finding me!


photos time! friends from school and all over the world! hahaha



















All credits to this special guy here! he took most of the photos in church and i must say they are not too badly taken! Thank you Jeremy!


My new Family!! I love them lots! : )



And congrats to Nicole for getting Confirmed too! : ) : )

ok stay tune for Confirmation part 3 which are the ones taken at Audrey's house. i mean Godma's house! hahah : ) and maybe a Part 4 if there is too many photos to be uploaded!

Confirmation Part 1

I am finally confirmed which is to be baptised with the Holy Spirit i think.. : ) After 3 and a half years of catechism class to prepare for this day, i am finally confirmed! : ) YAY!! This past few years have definetely been one of the best part of my spiritual life. Having to get to experience God and really, just the thought of how much God loves each and everyone of us really makes me feel proud to be his children and to be a Catholic.

Yes, how time really flies. i would definitely miss all the camps and spiritual sessions that catechism class offers but all good things will come to an end and soon a new chapter would begin. One that is filled with excitment, joy and fun!. Am i glad that i will be able to start this new chapter of Faith in 2 different ministry and with this very important person in my life whom i will journey with spiritually and of course all the nonsensical things comes in too. : )

God thank you for sending the Holy Spirit down upon us to guide us and to lead us closer to you. To give us this soft prompting in our heart and to lead us to the path of light. With the Holy Spirit here to help us and lead us, i am sure we are able to do more things for you God, to proclaim you to the world and to worship and honour you in all that we do! :)

Dearest mummy and daddy. thank you for giving me this religion! One which one would never ever regret believing and knowing. Thank you for making this decision to baptised me and to allow me to know this awesome God of ours. Thank you for the constant reminder also to pray and to have faith and trust! Thank you for journeying with me this past 16 years of my spiritual life and arent you all glad you have found another person whom i can journey with! haha.. In any case thanks for everything and I love you!

Arent you all excited to find out who is this dearest person whom i will be journeying with? hha..actually you all can guess one. very easy! let me help you along.. its a her. her name starts with the alphabet A and her confirmation name is one of the fruit of the Holy Spirit! guess already? haha. yes She is none other than Audrey! oh she is the same Audrey who is tutoring me too. Actually i think she is a super woman la.. : ) haha

and i just realised that i known her for only 1 year! 1 year ONLY! can you believe that. i mean i know she existed like 5 years ago but i only got to know her better after she returned from her trip to Europe. and how did it happen? it all started when stupid pearl didnt know how to do A Math and flunk it terribly. haha. Yes.

So from a Hi Bye friend, she became my tutor, then my friend, followed by close friend and lastly my Godma! dont ask me what made us so close cause i dont really know the reason. i just know that GOD MADE IT POSSIBLE! and i dont know whether to thank God anot for her after what she she did to me! sighs! hahaha.. ok jokes aside.. Yes i truely thank God for her in my life and i believe she will be a GOOD Godma! right Godma? haha

Yes she will, since God will be looking after us and journeying with us and i am so excited to embark on this new chapter of my this spiritual life with her. ok Thanks for everything Godma.

for the party,
for the 9 disc which she collated all the P and W songs into it,
for your understanding
for your care and concern
for your love
for your laughter
for your smile
for your listening ear
for your full of compassion heart
for your hands to comfort me
for your legs to journey with me

and lastly for this simple word "JOY" which you have placed in my heart! Time spent with you is always full of laughter and full of Joy! : ) : ) liebe Sie!! i truely meant it! : ) hahaha!

THIS HAVE BEEN THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! SO FAR I MEAN.. it is not the amount of presents i received or the places that i went to that made me happy! what really made me happy was to able to spent it with the most important people in my life!! People such as

1) Daddy and Mummy

Thank you for being there for me always. for loving me and for giving me a comfortable home where love is found. thank you for giving me all the support that i need. The moments that i am down . thanks for always being there! i love you all!! and yes thank you for the levis pair of shoe!! its so beautiful! ! : )

2) My grandma

What can i say about my grandma? hmm?? She is a fantastic and extraordinary grandma whom i can talk to and get really good advice. yes thank you Ah-ma for all the gifts and presents you have given me.. : ) She even called me up and sang a birthday song to me! so sweet!! she even brought me for lunch before my birthday to celebrate with me! I LOVE her lots!!!! to sum it all up, she is the best grandmother i can ever get and i wish she can celebrate with me every year! oh she bought more than just the sandle.. she bought 3 converse polo tee and 1 nike shirt! : )




3) Young Godma!!!( dont put yet to be also can right?)



this will always be kept aand remembered! : )



Hello Audrey!! I love you to bits!!! haha how to not love you??.. thanks for the lovely and sweet and touching note, letter, essay? hha.. it is seriously very touching.. nearly cried!! ok i admit. i did shead a few tears.. who say you cant write touching notes.. you really can k! Thanks for treat at hotel rendezvous together with wonderful counsellor( thank you jeremy!! ). yes back to the topic... you seriously mean a lot to me too!! Danke for always being there and for all your advice! you really never fail to brighten my days! and...




heres a new photo for you!! hahaha.. its now black and yellow and a bit of red!!




4) Jeremy aka wonderful counsellor



Hey Jeremy! thanks for your treat too : ) and yes i am starting to get to him a litlle better so i can write a little more about him. :) i have come to realise he is a very caring person not that he wasnt before but .. you get my drift. he has a very good sense of humour and he is very nice to all the people around him! : ) Thank you jeremy for being the wonderful and unique person you are. Thanks for everthing such as the cookie.. haha.. will never forget that! : ) Love you!



5) Sham, Gaya, Ange



Thank you girls!! thanks for all the gift and the surprise cake which you all bought for me!


Sham! thanks for being the good friend you are.. always there for one another.. thanks for making such a difference in my life. you are really a rare breed of girls.. and please stop attracting people when we go out next time.. hahaha.. ok seriously I LOVE YOU LOTS!!! thank you for the colourful pens you and ange bought. i shall use them to write beautiful notes for you all!



Gaya!!! Thank you for the effort-ful and beautiful photo collage thing you have done for me!! its really really really very very nice! and yes i will never regret each and every moment i've spent with you! all the crazy stuff we did will never be forgotten too! : ) beside that you really make me a very happy person! being able to be your good friend is a blessing to me! love you lots gaya

Ange!! hello.. thank you for the cake and pens too! : ) thank you for the listening ear when i need it the most. for the consolation i had from you after results and when i am down. you are a really great person and a friend, a friend which i will never forget!! : ) love you!



6) Marie and Sarah

friendship forge will never be forgotten!





Hello girls!! thank you for the beautiful and wonderful post you all did on your blogs to wish me a happy birthday! i know i have not been the good friend i odd to be and i have not been making time to go out and to spend time with you all. sorry for always not being able to make it for the outing which you all have organised. really really sorry.i know that you all wanted to celebrate my birthday with me and i really thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the thought and the want. thank you for the wonderful memories you all have given me. the true meaning of friendship and companions! i will never ever forget you all!! I LOVE YOU BOTH! SERIOUSLY!



7) Godma and Se Sook


the cross that Godma gave me.. its damn nice la!!!


the watch that Se Sook gave me!! the charming watch .. hahaha


Thank you for all your gifts ever year and for always remembering my birthday! although i dont celebrate it with you all and stuff, you all still never fail to forget my birthday! i know i can always count on you all for everything. thank you are always being there! : )

8) People who wished me

People out there! thank you for all the text messages, the offline meesages, friendster comments. thank you for the wishes. people whom i didnt expect such as chanel. thank you girl for the message.. really sweet of you.. and yes i one and only cousin donna for calling me all the way from china just to wish me happy birthday.. so sweet of her..

oh yes.. thank you jas, jac and joy for the very nice blue havaianas slipper.. thank you for the gift!!!

AND I WOULD NOT EVER FORGET TO THANK MY HEAVENLY FATHER for constantly looking after me and for the gift of your love. so pure and real! thank you daddy for the wonderful people you sent in my life to celebrate with me and thank you for giving me life. Life without you would be meaningless but with you. Life is so beautiful and colourful, knowing that you are always there for me and knowing that my life is in your delicate hands and you will never leave your sight off me! thank you Father!!! i love you so so much!!!

Thank you mother Mary for watching over me for interceding for me and always being there for me.. thank you are hearing all my cries and pleads!! i love you mother of us all!!! : )

I would like to end off with a big I LOVE YOU to all the people whom have made my day a extra special one! : )

ok i realise i have not been blogging on a regular basis because all i do is to go to school and home! : ) HAHHA. ok not exactly but ya...VERY BORING!!! i need to go out and have fun(this word should not be in my vocab but still..) haha..thankfully my birthday is approaching and thats why i can have a break and relax! : )

Although these few days had been rather boring, i still manage to catch up with some of my friends and i get to know them better! :) ( one up for me) haha!!. for instance i got to know sham and gaya better..

And i got to know what type of clothes Audrey like or prefer..(I hope i didnt bore you.. it must be terrible going out with someone and you feel bored!) It was fun going out with her though :)

This helps me a lot because from knowing what the other party like and dislike, it would be much easier to buy things for them and you dont have to crack your brains.. : )

and counting down its 2 more days. yes 2 more days to the 8th of June!! yay!!!

ok.. although i am really sleepy after all the food(didnt take any photos though because i was eating and eating and eating!!!) i feel that i should thank a few people for making today a special sataturday!

1) Young Godma!! : ) : ) : )
2) My Wonderful Coucillor!! : ) : ) : )
3) My New group of Friends!! : ): ) : )

yes they made this day very special and all of this wouldnt have been made possible without Christ Our Lord! dear God thanks for sending these excellent people in my life. thanks for giving me the gift of true friendship and i am truly blessed to have such wonderful friends!! THANK YOU LORD

i will write in detail soon( all the surprised and shocked i went through) when i am less tired and sleepy! till then bye!