JESUS THE SAVIOR OF MY SOUL

I finally realised the importance of starting early and not wait till last min! right now, i only have myself to blame for not starting early. There always seem to be a lot of tomorrow during the "holiday" and now, the tomorrow is nowwhere in sight. Rushing through my work thats my life right now. Dead lines to meet and extra set of work to do. Right now in hand i have like

1) 4 sets of physic Exam papers ( to be done by tmr)
2) 1 SEQ for hist( to be done by tmr)
3) 2 Comprehension( to be done by tmr)

4) 4-5 sets of Geog work ( to be completed)
6) SS notes for Venice
7) E math test this coming thurs ( geometry, arithmetic, algebra, trigo)
8) E math test this coming fri ( vectors)
9) E math practice worksheet
10) Testimonal and Statement of experience

*11) Amath prelim papers ( asap)
*12) 2-4 compositions ( due by 7th July)

* This homework is not school work but it does matters to me a lot to do them. Yup and i am so sorry if i cant keep up to my promise to do all of them! really sorry!

Yes this is my homework schedule for this week. Beside all of these, there will still be more Homework to be done as each day goes by and the Homework weighing machine is going to be overloaded anytime soon!

I just hope that i am discipline enough to do all these and complete it. Doing homework and studying has been officially part and parcel of my life right now along with stress and worries.
I am afraid that i wont be able to handle all of this and might just break down and give up!( ok thats if the rubberband is over stretched)

The only consolation i have right now is that i am not alone and i have my father who will give me all the strength and graces that i need. All the support and encouragement from him never fails to jeer me on. Just knowing that there is someone there who will help me and to guide so long as i trust in him and do my best just makes me feel comforted.

O lord, the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! i really need your help to go pass this week! sleeping at 1 plus is bad enough, waking up at around 4 in the morning to complete work before heading to school is even worse! that is not the worst part. The worse part is every Sat i still have to be in school at 730 for extra lessons which leaves me about an average 4 hours of sleep everyday.

Give me all the energy that i need Lord!
I place my days into your mighty hands and trust that everything will turn out right.

Sighs!!