JESUS THE SAVIOR OF MY SOUL

Despite knowing that i am left with only 12 days before the major exam starts, i am still not taking things seriously. Despite the constant reminder from me to tell myself to study, yes i told myself a thousand times, i still fail. i feel that i have not accomplish anything or gotten anything into my head depsite doing a lot of TYS. Is it just me? Gosh. Eveytime i count down to the start of Os, i will feel damn unprepared and not ready to sit for it. Is there endless things that i need to know and learn before Os or i already know my stuff but i just think that i dont?

Despite knowing that God and Mother Mary will be there for me and to see me through, i am still afraid. Do all human beings feel this way or is it just me?? i am clueless and i really need to sit down and really start sudying. Although i think i did, it is just not enough. Not good enough to have a 10. Not Good enough........

God continue to help your clueless and worried child! Give me faith, strength, perseverance and the ability to memorise and know what i need to know.

Direct me Lord!