JESUS THE SAVIOR OF MY SOUL

Argh.. my legs, hands, shoulders and stomach are totally worn out.. goodness... it must be the result of not exercising regularly for the past 1 month. I had to do a physical fitness test and i am totally exhausted... the onky thing i derive out of the whole physical fitness test is... i am still considered quite "fit". haha.. anyways i think i need to start exercising again.. i need some1(s) to

1) play tennis with..

2) go to the gym

3) swim with?? nah .. i rather swim on my own.. : )

4) play more tennis

5) maybe climb or trek up something somewhere in singapore unless i am allowed to go overseas to climb mountains.

6) go to the beach to have fun ( i need my tan)

7)....

ok maybe exercises or something(beside running... i hate running )that i will enjoy and able to keep fit and build up stamina.. Sadly i can only do majority of it after my Midyear, prelims and Os... right now i have to focus on books, worksheets, assignments and exams.

Beside that i realise Mid year is just round the corner.. like less than a month time.. NO... stay away from me.... sigh.. cant help it.. exams, tests and datelines love students a lot.. it is TRYING to be your best friend... hah. ok

OH YA.. i was asked a question yesterday from my friend and the question is Why is life so depressing??..hmm.. ok i find that question rather challenging because i never thought that life was depressing. maybe sometimes it can seems that way to many when you face trials and ordeals but it is all part of growing up. From all the trials and ordeals, we can learn to grow stronger mentally and emotionally and wiser.

Challenges are place before us constantly to prepare us for the future and to make us stronger if you asked me and to prove to ourself that we are able to do something that we thought we can never do before... i think the answer to the question above is because we ourself think that life is depressing and so we live our live depressingly if there is such a word but i guess you all understand what i am trying to say. It is all in the state of mind. you can learn to love something/someone you hate as long as your mind is not stopping you to but it takes a lot of courage and determination to change your way of thinking. It needs time to because time has the power to change everything, to heal things. but in all that we do know that we are not facing it on our own.

There are many people out there who feels the same as you. There are also your family, relative and friends whom you can confide in and to talk to.. To all people who think life is depressing, i invite you to think about all the happy times in your lives and forget all the bad moments. Nobody's life is filled with rainbows and beds of roses but we can change our thinking and always look on the positive side of life. As long as we can achieve that, the bed of roses and rainbows can also be available to you. And in all things, remember that God loves us and would never put us here on earth to suffer. He loves us so much that he place us here on earth to enjoy his creation and to be awed by it. He wants to give us an experience of what he created here on earth so life is definitely not depressing if you think about it. It is up to you to lead a depressing life or to change it and to lead a happy and fulfilling one. The choice is yours so generally it is wrong to say that life IS depressing.

Yes.. but in all the trails and ordeals, there will be someone to walk beside you, to guide you, to lead you and to protect you, to carry you and to grant you peace if you are willing to let go and to allow him to take over.. :):)

*Smiling helps too